Wednesday, June 29, 2005

New York City, Bohemia and the Corner of 1st and 1st







In
a spontaneous fit of island claustrophobia we sprint for the 7:15 am downtown ferry to catch the 9:50 flight for Puerto Rico for the 11:21, etc. etc... all the way to the sleepless soul of America - New York City. Many hours later we find ourselves standing between canyon walls of steel and glass on a brisk spring afternoon.
I'm searching for something. A small splinter from my shattered family tree. I have roots in the cracks of New York's broken sidewalks. My mother watched Robert Zimmerman write songs at the Gaslight Cafe, before he became Bob Dylan. My father attended "The New School" and my grandfather, Loker Raley, was a respected poet during the bohemian revival of the 1950's. He also witnessed it's decline into hippiedom and wrote about it in a book entitled, Bye Bye Bohemia. He lived and worked in Greenwich Village and ultimately we plan to retrace his steps and rediscover my family dynasty, even if its just an espresso and a dust jacket on the wall of a pub.














Hiding from the manicured sidewalks and the neat grid of midtown we find a hole in the ground and take a subway downtown. The smells are pungent, like cotton candy, sweat and train brake linings. A few pickpockets still lurk the subterranean hallways of New York's subway trains. An announcement comes over the speaker, "please watch your valuables." We all pause - the sitters facing the standers - and wonder, who is the pickpocket among us? There's a great racket of couplings, made all the more ominous by the dark tunnels, and we tumble downtown and underground. The train roars out of the dark into a white tiled station.
The subway has taken us to the East Village which mirrors Greenwich Village like an alter ego, a haunting ghost of what Greenwich used to be, or might have been, if yuppies hadn't been introduced like an exotic weed. Greenwich has the mighty Hudson, the East Village has, well, the East River.














Alphabet city, avenue A, B and C used to be where bad people hung out and did bad things. Now there are sidewalk cafe's and restaurants. Random art displays itself in the streets or on the sides of buildings. Nineteen fifty's kitsch perseveres, like "Paul's Palace" with the french fries guy outside, a six foot sculpted cup of fries with eyes, complete with shoes and completely ignorant that "french" fries has become a bad word in America.
We beat the street, looking for the odd and unusual. I get the feeling we're only touching the surface. That beneath the storefronts and cafes there lurks an underground even more creative and off beat. An entire culture, counter - sub - whatever, that exists out of the bounds of the Starbucks studded strip malls. The tarmac has to end somewhere, and this little corner of the world seems to be the pot at the end of the rainbow, except the rainbow celebrates diversity and the pot is, probably, just pot.
The East Village is a wonderful celebration of what moderate rents can do for a place. Artists need refuge from the constant suck of money. Greenwich Village used to be that place. An incubator for hatching talent. People clambered around in abandoned factory studios, writing, painting, playing. It's where Andy Warhol traded Bob Dylan a painting for a couch. My grandfather formed an impromptu playhouse in an abandoned warehouse. There was poetry and jazz and everyone in the park playing bongos and digging the scene. Greenwich was the low rent district of the lower west side - the meat packing district - and artists could create uninterrupted. But New York is still breathing, you just have to look in the cracks. The East Village is a kind of crack in the facade of American normalcy.














The sign says, "Strong Coffee sold here." The corner of first and first, "the nexus of the universe" our barrista tells us from inside her little hut. Outside chairs and tables crowd the sidewalk and across the sleepy street, bicycles line the park fence. It's a kind of oasis in the prison of concrete and steel and is all the sweeter because of it's oddity.
But the New York of my childhood was a little wilder, there were more characters, people always approaching, hustling, friendly but unpredictable. The city of my youth was dirty, and dangerous. Times Square was illuminated by the neon smut of porn. Shady characters whispered into your ear, offering a menu of illegal opportunities from fake ID's to drugs. Lower West Side hookers needled the abandoned alleyways of the meat packing district with their stiletto heels. And everywhere, except for the very Upper West Side, there was the threat of being mugged. What happened to all the crazy people? The city seems a little more tame, a little less alive, less threatening.














We plot our next move, to Greenwich Village - crosstown. Our directions are pretty simple, pick a street and head west. We are focused on our mission, to find the elusive Chumley's and rediscover a piece of lost bohemia. To stand in the same place my grandfather did and try to imagine. I have a picture. In it my grandfather is standing in the middle of a crowded pub, dressed in a suit and reading rather dramatically from the poem in his outstretched arm. Behind him an old style juke box sits in the corner. He is surrounded on all sides by people, some listening, some doing other things. He looks lost in his poem and indifferent to it's reception.
We walk a few blocks in the frigid fifty degree air while New Yorkers sport shorts and T shirts, for them it's spring. We hop a cab for the sheer adventure and warmth. We get off on the corner of Bleeker and Grove. Immediately things are different. Small four story brownstone














walkups line the treed streets. Tarmac gives way to old rounded cobblestones. I can almost hear the echoing of horse hoofs on the polished stones. We are "off the grid" because over here, on the Lower West Side, streets meander with no attention to the four points of a compass or the constraints of the streets and avenues that divide the rest of Manhattan. It is quiet, somehow beyond the incessant noise of the rest of the city. We are immediately lost. Standing on the corner of 7th avenue, Bleeker St and Barrow St. we wonder if perhaps this isn't the nexus of the universe.
In the 1950's my grandfather was somewhat of a Greenwich Village regular, teaching at Columbia, he spent his free time publishing a small bohemian magazine, hosting a radio show, writing poetry, reading poetry in Village hangouts and writing a few books. We are in search of one of those books right now, or at least it's dust cover, which is reportedly on the wall at the
phantom pub known only as Chumley's. A place so hard to find this is my third attempt.
We are wandering down a dark, quiet street and it suddenly dead ends. We spin on our heals and head the other way. I've lost all sense of direction, operating on some kind of familial instinct. I am tracking the ghost of grandfather beat through the back streets of 1954 Greenwich Village. We disturb a New Yorker just entering her brownstone, she impatiently tells us to, "go up a block and turn left." Finally, across the dark street, we see a thick arched wood door. A steel grate covers the small window which spills a narrow column of light onto the cobblestones. There is no sign. We open the door to a dark entry way, up a few steps and we are standing above a packed english pub. Noise, heat, the smell of stale beer and hot pub fries and everywhere there are pictures and dust jackets. The walls are papered in them. We search for the title. If it is here, grandfather is among good company, Allan Ginsberg's scandalous Howl, F. Scott Fitzgerald's The Great Gatsby, William Burrough's Naked Lunch, Salinger's Franny and Zooey and many, many other writers. Chumley's has been a kind of refuge for the underground literati since the 1930's.
I ask a stocky guy who works there if there is any order to the things on the walls. He tells me in a thick, decidedly non - literati accent, that the fireman are in back and the rest are writers.


















He gestures towards the back where there are framed pictures of the hook and ladder boys lost during the awful collapse of the twin towers. Suddenly there is a knocking, not at the door but at our feet. The man I'm talking to reaches down and pulls up the floor allowing a bar back, laden with beer, to climb up from beneath us. I see why my grandfather must've like this place. It's a cold slice of legitimacy in a theme park world.
It's awkward to search for the book jacket because I have to stand in front of people's tables to peruse the jackets behind them. I try to match the picture of my grandfather to this place but it's tough to say. I give up and go outside to call my parents.
"Ok I found Chumleys but there are hundreds of book jackets and hundreds of people."
"It's called Ode to the Newborn, my dad explains, "we think it's about your mother."
I go back inside and suddenly I see it. It's entitled Salute to the Newborn. It is written in a kind of calligraphy with mysterious lines above the "A's including the one in grandfather's name, Loker Raley. The jacket has a sketch of a naked man, his head is mysteriously cut off, he is holding something which is also above the top of the jacket. It is a humble, plain dust cover, but there it is, up on the wall shoulder to shoulder with some of the greatest authors of the 20th century.














Back at the jetblue terminal at Kennedy airport we sit under dusty plastic palm trees and ready ourselves to return home. St John awaits, starkly contrasted against the urban wonderland of New York City. Retracing my grandfather's steps gave me a renewed sense of identity as well as a glimpse of the back street vibe of 1950's New York. I return with a rekindled passion for literature and island life. Thank you grandfather beat.

Monday, June 27, 2005

Threat of Obscurity



I remain convinced that my life is somehow significant. We all must hold a reservoir of self importance, believing that our personal existence matters, for some reason, however small. Thus religion, celebrity and blogs, all of which strive to elevate the commonness of living to a higher plane of relevance.

When I was a child I believed that I was a profit. Now I harbor guilt for not realizing that calling. I have failed to guide mankind out of the pit of his own ego into the shining light of pure happiness. Ahh well, next life.

In other news remember this picture next time your friend wants to borrow your car - nuff said.

I must drag myself in to work this evening, serving the rich their bruschetta, brioche, and balsamic but my soul is left stranded on the remote tropical island that we discovered this weekend. This entire week will be devoted to next weekends tropical escape. I have really only wanted to return to the garden of Eden or the womb and since the latter is impossible we'll settle for this little slice of the garden. A raging fire under the moon haunted by the rumbling waves and sighing palms is just what I need. An island far enough from the crush of civilization that we can strip off the rags of domestication, run naked, howl at the moon and dance in the shadows of firelight. Now let me ask you who has the ultimate measure of sanity. Is it any less mad to layer on the demands of fashion, crawl through hallways and elevators and sit obediently at the keyboards of labor answering the call of capitalism while ignoring the call of the Macaw?

I don't mean to be self righteous or posture myself as some enlightened wanderer. I'm just working through this stuff. Trying to come up with some rational reason why a perfectly sane adult would abandon America and all its demands to hide out in the tropics. Well I suppose it's not that far fetched. Everyone, somewhere in their subconscious, harbors a tropical daydream, it's just that I made mine a reality and now have to deal with the consequences of a dream becoming reality. Not a goal mind you, that's something entirely different and not at all what I'm speaking of. Goals are born out of practical thinking, responsibility and such nonsense.




At any rate I will document our escape to Eden and report on it here.

Sunday, June 26, 2005

A rambler finds the perfect island life and complains about it.

Lounging around on this little rock of an island I shouldn't have much to complain about. There's something gloomy about perfect sunny days, unrelenting tropical breezes, cold drinks and hammocks under a coconut tree. I mean besides the obvious cliche of this existence.

You need a little adversity to keep life interesting. A good sleet storm and a darkening sky, or a long week of gray rain. A dingy alley with a foul dumpster at the end of it. Shady characters lurking in the vestibules of mysterious and no doubt unwholesome businesses. If your whole life is smiling yellow suns and clean white sand than it is, sadly, impossible to appreciate.

In addition to adversity we need diversity, juxtaposition, contrast. This technicolor daydream of a home is driving me quite mad. It's limited palette of blues, greens and yellows flattens my world into a two dimensional daydream.

After much searching we've finally found the ultimate little island hideaway. We plan to return next weekend with food and beer and spend several days exploring, building fires, snorkeling for lobster and Robinson Crusoe-ing are way around this perfect little spot of sand and palm trees. It's the absolute wildness of the place, it's untamed and undeveloped. Perhaps we'll get caught in an awful rainstorm and trampled by goats. That might make me appreciate life a bit more.

Saturday, June 25, 2005

The Goat

There was a goat up our road tied to a bush with a short piece of line. He had one ear up and one down and we liked him, thought he was funny. He got to know us so we could pet him, feel his rough goat coat and look at his strange eyes with rectangular pupils that seem to know something we don't. Something - what is it?
Something that comes from eating Tan - tan all day, a lant that would make a mortal mammal lose hair, but not the wizened goat, the good, strong, and true goat. And then he disapeared, broke his tether and hoofed it down into the brambles.
We never saw him again. He ate our apples and now he's gone. God speed you little goat, may your rectangle pupils look on the world with joy.

Anxiety Ridden Daydreams of a Forgotten Pirate



This is the schooner. She is 40' long, 12' wide and an excellent vessel to live out pirate fantasies. I dream of hauling her out of the water and putting her on the hard. Then painting her black and outfitting her with various piratical accoutrements (that's French for "stuff"). Then sliding her back into the Caribbean Sea, raising the black flag, and plying these virgin waters for my fortune.

Speaking of which, I don't have any yet and so she sits at anchor awaiting my first treasure so that I might make her up to be menacing and undistinguished. Anyone interested in helping with this most dubious project please contact me and secure yourself favored passage upon her maiden voyage as a pirate schooner.

I am also in search of a good pirate type name to go along with her reincarnation. I am completely serious about all of this except I don't plan to do much pillaging and plundering more drinking grog and laying about in hammocks.

Friday, June 24, 2005

TROPICAL DELUSIONS







Life can be so incredible or so incredibly boring. It's really up to us to decide where we're going with this life thing. I am going nowhere fast but I'm not bored.


Because we all live on an island that has unfortunatley become the next "it" place for the rich and famous we often get the spoils. Take this Turkish palace for example. My buddy is the property
manager and his responsibilities are numerous. My responsibilities are to bring pizza and beer and not clip the side of the pool when jumping from the roof.

Thursday, June 23, 2005

Saturday PM















The smooth landscape of the beach
Like a baby's bottom
Disciplined by the waves
Scolded by their timultous tumble
Spanked by their violent rumble
Reaching up the sand
With hissing, salty fingers
To grab what lies in the fringes of their reach